AllTheShadesOfGrey

sometimes i look at the lives of others and the shit they have to go through and feel incredibly happy that i’m not them. i look at them and feel as if my trials are extremely trivial.

it may seem wrong to some but i am not rejoicing in their sorrows, i’m only grateful in the fact that they’re not mine. 

not to say that i do not have problems that i have to bear myself, everyone does. but sometimes i can look at the things that people cry over and find their pain to be of little importance, but then look at another and find their pain to be greater than one can imagine.

its not fair.

the universe is mean and some people over others receive the brunt of its cruelty. 

maybe it is just through my eyes, maybe others look at life situations differently. but i can’t help feeling like crap for feeling grateful for realizing that someone else is worse off than me.

i’m sorry.